Friday, March 22

So Far So Good


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It has been long since i confided anything personal here. The last time i did was long back, here on this page. If the nerve wrecking, gut crunching P.G entrance preparations was the excuse for the redundancy in 2012, then its the absolute state of nirvana that i drift through post the biggest hurdle in a doctor's life, ( read post graduate entrance exam ) sans any dire commitments, is the excuse in 2013. 


There hasn't been much happening around here lately. As the last one year was extremely demanding, blame the coaching classes and the single minded diligent regurgitation of 6 years medical course material from the convoluted sulci and gyri of my brain, i thought of taking some time off, baring my mind from the medical shroud for a matter of few months, so that when the results would bë out by January end i would be all revived to either take up a pg course of my desired surgical speciality or to hit my objective books for the next round if didn't make it. As they say, life is no skiing game nor is it predictable in any amount. The result never came. Locked in a legal quagmire, supposedly, the results will be out only after the mockery in the name of court proceedings are over.


Not anticipating fate's foul play, the passionate me had conjured up a plan to make the best use of this small vacation of sorts. I had made a mental note of the things i would be doing after the examination with the same fervour with which i juggled medicine, surgery, gynaec and pediatrics objective revision papers. And the plan was to :


1. Read as many books as would satiate my mind cleansing it off the exam fever


2. Write to my heart's content.


3. Refresh my driving lessons ( the last time i had my rendezvous with the steering wheel being 8 years back during my driving test ).


4. Watch movies back to back.


5. Have a decent hair cut ( my locks are now twice the length of what is visible on my profile pic ) and


6. Visit my grandmother back at our native place from time to time.


 Except the haircut, all other wishes yielded fruits. My hair, to my awe, is untiringly continuing its growth sans a Tresemme or a Sun Silk therapy , that i cant make up my mind to crop it short even by one inch ( Aah, girls !). The wait is on now for the split ends to take charge so that i could head for the salon in the pretense of saving my locks rather than for that long over due make over ( Heard fringes are in ? )


Finishing a medical course, or any course for that matter is not so much of a pleasant feeling, especially for a girl. The M word relentlessly pops up in every other group discussion. The M word has been playing around in the air for a few years now. Belonging to the minority section of arranged marriage loathers, i declared long back that i would remain optionally single till the right guy arrives, something which has been mocked at and frowned upon by my parents. 


While my amma had her first encounter with the contraption called laptop when she had to enroll me on the online eligible brides list , my father had his first encounter with humility when i turned down the first guy who came to see me, toted with endless degrees to heighten his charm ( Kukki turning down Hrithik in Zindagi Na Milegi Dobara? Na, he was no Hrithik, though that had little to do with the decision ). And eventually, the obstinate me emerged successful and unscathed. I am granted permission to slog around in solitude until a divine intervention occurs, though i don't trust my parents much in that regard. I suspect callosity in that promise. After all isn't M the sole purpose of life? Sigh!  


Considering that my over ambitious crush list ranged from SRK post DDLJ (blame his dimples) to Keanu Reeves post Matrix to DADA post the 183 runs milestone / that mesmerising catch to dismiss Saeed Anwar at 194 to Chester Bennington post the Hybrid Theory, to Ryan Reynolds post The Proposal and nobody in particular lately, i don't have much hopes for me actually. Maybe one day, after a couple of years of wait, i would succumb to my parent's advice, admitting the impracticability of my wistfulness , to be greeted by that epic ' Told you so look ' from all quarters.


Jokes apart, life is going slow, albeit steady now. The pleasures of a vacation are many. My parents are back to pampering me as to a two year old now. During my years of college they used to treat me with utmost gravity, as i used to return home every month from hostel with used masks and head caps stuffed in my baggage, which my parents used to awe at unblinkingly ( we used to tie those used ones around the tap in our hostel because those acted as the perfect filter for the tiny worms that were inevitable parts of the tap water - fighting germs the medicos way ! ). Everything is back to square one these days. Amma wakes me up with a cup of tea and i sit dabbling in whatever thoughts that shoot through my mind all day. Peace.


Or maybe i should right away join the nearest hospital available. The good thing about this profession is that any hospital would appoint us as casualty medical officer if we approach them with our registration certificate. We are offered to take part time emergency duties too where they pay us for every hour we tend to the patients. What keeps me back for the time being is the fact that i felt like i needed a break. As history has it, ' the break ' has surpassed boundaries and now i have started feeling all irky. I really really hope for the results to be out soon. I love my profession and i seriously miss the hospital corridors , the many procedures and the casualty duties. Moreover, the exaggerated amount of idleness has started seeping into my joints and i am utterly lazy even to walk around inside my home these days. Grave!  


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17 comments:

  1. Atleast ur hair grows...mine is stuck at the same length. Gah!!!!!!!
    and dont be lazy..walk a little.

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    1. A mess though. Doesnt look good in a pony :)

      Thanks for the visit :)

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  2. Enjoy your vacations to the fullest and read many books.

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  3. I can so relate to whatever you said regarding both the M words..and i want to strangle neet people right now....:( rest I am working so do not have much time on my hands, but yes I Do read a lot, thanks to my smart phone, and thanks for that comment suggestion, let me get my hands on laptop ill rectify that.

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    1. Nice that you are working Ratika. I hope i dont struggle with the suturing techniques after the sabattical. And i noticed that you have made the change. Nice :)

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  4. I too was a staunch opposer of arranged marriages until age caught up with me and my mother had to emotionally arm-wrestle me into marriage. Sigh! All the best for those results, dear :)

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    1. i fear the same will happen to me in the near/ far future! Thank you for the wish and kisses to your one year old :)

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  5. :)

    I can so relate to all this hullabaloo..!

    All the best for your results and about marriage, well you are right- the Mr. Right will come at the right time <3

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    1. Mr. Right theory is daunting and a big ( pointless ? ) mystery.

      Thanks for the wishes Me :)

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  6. Ah peace.
    That word sounds alien to someone doing their boards :P
    Have fun anyways :)
    I am happy I stumbled across ur blog xD

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    1. Hey i am glad that you stumbled across my blog :) Thanks for the comment and hope your exam goes well!

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  7. Very interesting post Malini. Wish you all the very best on both fronts. God bless you !

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  8. your writing style is quite appealing Maliny... and that made me to follow your blog :)
    you guys were prudent enough to put cape-mask to the right use! Jokes apart, may be it's worth experimenting to take an attachment rather than waiting helplessly for NEET result...
    Cheers!

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    1. I am rejoining in a week :) Many thanks for the follow Anunoy . Your comment sure made my day! :)

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  9. Still enjoying the break? I hope you got to tick off some books from the wish-list.

    All the best for the results, Maliny. :)

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